Fizzing out on crack. I am not alive right now. Zombie mode on extreme. 24 hours awake. And we're not counting the off sleep schedule I usually have. Go to bed at 3, wake up at 9, run through the day on ambition (or something like it) - start all over the next day. If you're wondering why I look confused / out of it / slightly dazed / - it's because I am. I should give up smoking. I should give up a lot of things.