7.4.11

Something out of nothing

  • I feel the crimson wave about to hit me. 
  • Naturally I am preparing for cramps that will overtake me mentally & emotionally. 
  • But even more so physically. 
  • Incapable & quite moody, I am pretty much cousin IT during those 4 days of wave surfing. 
  • I should walk around with a sign that reads "warning, do not feed" - like an animal. 
  • Wild jungle animal.
  • Speaking of physically & emotionally overtaking - had my blood drawn on Monday - got pricked, bruised and bandaged. 
  • Tests came back today normal. 
  • Normal. 
  • Normal do you hear that? 
  • My mind sure doesn't. 
  • The only thing I'm lacking in  is Vitamin D. It's at level 6 which according to the doctor is super low. Thankfully deficiency in Vitamin D is not something to cry about in your sleep.
  • She gave me a prescription so soon I will be bursting w/ country fresh energy. Or something like that. 
  • My blood pressure was high for the second time, but I attribute this to stress, anxiety and madness these last few weeks. 
  • The doctor also wanted me to get checked out for depression & low moods. 
  • I pass on that faster than vegetarians pass on beef. Let's forget that analogy, but I don't take medication to solve my emotional problems. 
  • I take medication to solve the physical. 
  • Bad pain, aches, migraines,cramps from mother nature, etc;