lullabies in my head, never again, i am so gone. lullabies don't take me back, save me. not here yet, i am. sweet seclusion calls, not here yet. i'm not sure what smells right, but not the same. don't let them take me, not, no. i feel it in me, it's pulling its strings. and what are those metal noises conjoining? i almost died. so sweet when they told me. why lullabies. i had them with me. we were fine. i'm going to bed, there's here to find.