smear
cut,
glide from
ashes of temples
in my land,
where women carry houses
on their backs,
and this blood stain
looks a
armor
on my heart.
scriptures we
recite
over dinner to
life, and keep living
because surviving is
all that
is necessary for us
to occupy
the space that was
taken from my
mother's hands
and her mothers
home.
and my eyes
too terrified
to
fight my father.
but loud enough
these marks of bruises
hold tight
to my identity.
and in silence I've held
peace in captivity
around me and in my arms,
a thought of security.
and what i was is
where i stood,
and what i am is
all to love.
and what i am is
all i love.
and what i am is
all to love.
and what i am is
all i love.