listen to the drop of a maddening smile, like pins
in hush night.
where to, on the staircase,
splat forth
in desire.
free mind! look at me now daddy,
everything is mine to
stop and conquer.
laugh and surrender.
conversations on the sky - with my hands as the
firmest destroyer, we take past fight or flight. is this how life tastes at
the end of the chapter.
pupils' ruby horizon, convulsion clings to grasp what the
lungs no longer.
and so to weep.
I've trained to fight
survival.
come to, pulsation in lights, and
my head just wants a belly’s warmth to curl to.
wrap its solitude in bellowing
howls.
the freedom of fires’ escalation,
do not address me weak, nor bold.
take your rational spoons medication,
black tar on my skins’ hold -
and fill your selfish hope to its brink of finale.
there is no more for you to speak of.
not of my endless body.
in hush night.
where to, on the staircase,
splat forth
in desire.
free mind! look at me now daddy,
everything is mine to
stop and conquer.
laugh and surrender.
conversations on the sky - with my hands as the
firmest destroyer, we take past fight or flight. is this how life tastes at
the end of the chapter.
pupils' ruby horizon, convulsion clings to grasp what the
lungs no longer.
and so to weep.
I've trained to fight
survival.
come to, pulsation in lights, and
my head just wants a belly’s warmth to curl to.
wrap its solitude in bellowing
howls.
the freedom of fires’ escalation,
do not address me weak, nor bold.
take your rational spoons medication,
black tar on my skins’ hold -
and fill your selfish hope to its brink of finale.
there is no more for you to speak of.
not of my endless body.