24.5.13

mood swings from 2010

+++ 12. 12. 10
low key, calm, at times anxious
unsure
unsatisfied

+++ 18. 12. 10.

passive aggressive,
masochistic,
ready to strip to you.
want to be naked.
prince charming :
come tear me apart

+++ 18. 12. 10

restless
want to break my nails
into pieces
i make myself sick
sick is the only comfort

+++ 19. 12. 10

complete
invigorated.
anything is possible
clashing with reality, of course, sets me
back...
but for now i live in a happy
convoluted place