I was so ecstatic to go to my 1st therapy session today. I've been through it before, but this time it actually meant something. The weather was beautiful. The sun was out, my mood was willing, and the keyword of forever is 'trying'
She (therapist) is calm, and quiet. Her presence is there, but it's almost empty at times. She's just taking it all in without giving much back. I like that. I feel like I'm talking to myself half the time, but she seems to chime in at the right moments. She's always writing in her notepad. It is big, black, and leather. Neat. Everything with her is neat. The room is cozy. Cozy for a therapist room. She doesn't have a couch, but a very soft lounge chair. Lounge in it I did. Her pen is expensive, and gold. A bit pretentious.
She is beautiful. Long black hair, green eyes, and a crooked smile. She kept saying 'interesting' a lot. I don't know if she found me interesting, the topic interesting or if she was just having a revelation about my madness. After one session I've got an itch to go back and give out more. I have so much to say. I want to say it all.
I will.
She (therapist) is calm, and quiet. Her presence is there, but it's almost empty at times. She's just taking it all in without giving much back. I like that. I feel like I'm talking to myself half the time, but she seems to chime in at the right moments. She's always writing in her notepad. It is big, black, and leather. Neat. Everything with her is neat. The room is cozy. Cozy for a therapist room. She doesn't have a couch, but a very soft lounge chair. Lounge in it I did. Her pen is expensive, and gold. A bit pretentious.
She is beautiful. Long black hair, green eyes, and a crooked smile. She kept saying 'interesting' a lot. I don't know if she found me interesting, the topic interesting or if she was just having a revelation about my madness. After one session I've got an itch to go back and give out more. I have so much to say. I want to say it all.
I will.